time has seemed to pass by so quickly the past few months, which makes me feel anxious in a sense. i'm coming to understand myself more deeply as the days pass and something that i have learnt is that i am the kind of girl who enjoys a slow, methodical kind of time transpiration. when the hands seem to meander lazily- allowing for stretched out minutes of reflection and submersion into whatever it is i may be doing in that particular moment. with work and life in general, time has passed by without a second glance and i feel awfully tired.
but, as the sun lingers in the sky later each evening, and the sky turns into that perfect dusty purple, i am reminded of the girl who has been hibernating for what feels like months now. i begin to feel myself emerge once more. i can feel the tickle of happiness spreading itself amongst my blood as the warm breeze lifts my thick hair off my back and into a swirl of chaos. as work begins to simmer on a low rumble, i am reminded of how beautiful it is to have a job where summers are lazy and almost like a gentle regrouping, like a deep sigh after such insanity this past winter.
my hair is getting so long and my body feels entirely satisfied with how i have been treating it lately. some days i wake up before the sun and stretch and then i find my legs restless for a run. so i run. and when i come home from these long days at work, i sprawl out on my yoga mat and i allow my movements and breathing to daze me. i just feel good when i am kind to my body. you know?
now, i can only hope that pretty spring decides to stay for a while... i am itching for days spent outside in my garden. only in New England can one experience all four season within merely a few days.
cosmos : tumblr.